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do u have sympathy?

Do you know that sympathy is a feeling that suprisingly our eyes also have?
There is this condition “Sympathetic Ophthalmitis”
Symphatetic = sympathy
Ophthalmitis = inflammation of the eye
This condition occurs when one eye is injured. then, the uninjured eye get affected too! For med students colleague, it is actually an autoimmune reaction.
It is not a good condition. But, its amazing, kan? Our eyes pun knows sympathy. What about our ‘heart’? owh, maybe someday they will come out term like “empathic ophthalmitis”. ;D

sleepy day

today is not my first sleepy day. everyday is my sleepy day. haha.
yet, today i felt extremely sleepy tho i already had 7hours good sleep.
i was still able to sleep while dato' selva comenting on my case presentation this morning.
i managed to steal few seconds for a nap while he asked my classmates questions.
when the cp ended, the walk back to imu was sgt susah coz i was way too sleepy i cant walk. i did try to sleep walk, didnt manage to do it lah. afraid that later i'll end up sleeping in the casualty. huhuh.
lucky no class in the afternoon, tho i did take a mug of coffee, i still slept. haih... typical me. my sleep is like my food.
huhuh... wish i will manage to live the life of a house officer... pray hard...

yes! yes!

1651, monday, 19th May.
two sets of powerpoint slides done.
another one? owh, tonite will do.
homework? tomorrow, dr reddy on leave.. so, no need to do yet!! heheh. pemalas!
however however, im quite bersemangat today. since last week, i did not sit by my desk cause my fan suddenly rosak. idiopathic rosakness, i think! x sampai 3 months pon lagi i bought it. huhuh.
tetapi, semalam i've got new fan!! yeay!! specially brought from penang!
thanks, dear.. tho i wonder why the fan got few sutures on it? haha.
owh, i wasnt supposed to sleep this afternoon, since matahari sangat la terik menyinari my bed. amazingly, i sill managed to sleep with patrick 'kissing' me. so, i was protected and slept nearly 2 hours with sweet dreams. hoho.

~yayaya~

its a long weekend. but, there's a lot of thing to read and do. 3 powerpoints for seminars, and homeworks by my ophthalmo lecturer.. huhu...  im super duper lazy. haihh... give me some semangat...

two years

Coming 10th May means two years ive been living my life without the person i love the most in this world... my Ayah..
Coming 10th May jugak... i'll be 24.
Two years ago, Ayah waited for me, before hembuskan nafas terakhir. I was with him. And i thank him, for waiting for me that day, on my birthday.. to do the least i can do as his daughter.. recite Yassin during his last breath untill the cardiac monitor show Asystole and Dr. Azlin told me that he's back to Rahmatullah...
Me redha wif pemergian ayah. Yet, its hard to live without the person who always love u, always there for u, give u the courage that u need, guide u, and accept u for who u are. I used to cry nearly everyday a few months after ayah passed away, when i no longer able to bear being calm and okay in front of my siblings. I know they always worry about me since i was the closest wif Ayah besides adik, but i kept my bereavement to myself.
I was going to be one of the psychiatric patient who has depression but what saved me was nasihat Ayah...
"when kita susah, always seek help from ALLAH, not human"
so, i pray and pray.. may Allah take away my sadness and... by prayers, and reciting Quran for Ayah, i got to recover myself...
I realized that constant doa and sedekahkan bacaan Al-Quran for Ayah is the best healer for my sadness and loneliness..
N semoga roh Ayah dicucuri rahmatNya...
Al-Fatihah untuk Ayah....

Alam Anda

Alamanda lar!!
Alamanda is just 5 minutes drive from kak bi's house. it's like belakang rumah jer!! haha. alamanda skrg sgt best!! more shoplots were opened and opening soon. n gsc movie pon dah ada!! yeay!! so, dont have to go far far to watch movie. anytime can go. for ur info, especially ct the shoes craze, nose, vincci, sembonia, primavera,semua dah ade kat cni tau!! and for guys yang suka shopping kat sports and bola things, kat cni pon ada al-ikhsan n nike too.. owh, me n my mr. izmail already had our shopping there for my birthday present. yayaya~  burger king is soon opening too!!
Actually, not only Alamanda, Putrajaya menawarkan banyak tempat2 yang menarik untuk makan angin and the makan the real food. contohnya, favourite saya.. taman warisan putrajaya. kat situ, ada satey kajang haji samuri and the bestest are ABC and cendol pulut! yummy!!!
n for makan angin, u guys can go naik cruise kat tasik putrajaya, which i never do. huhu.. bile la ade chance ni? but, taman botani also a nice place to go. bole naik the boat yang kite kena kayuh sendiri tu. and ada gak train which bring u jalan2 around the garden. =)
i wanna go again!!

~home~

ouch!!
One week dah berlalu. i was home. it was GP posting week. if u guys nak tahu,this is one week when we were attached to the private clinics anywhere we like. i decided to do it back in Raub, since i can also teman my mak at home.
went back on saturday, then sunday bawak mak pergi pasar. best!! mak beli all my favorite lauk. yeay!!
i have discovered a few things this one week

1. i am confused actually.. what should i say when people in Raub ask me, "orang sini, ke?"  ish.. how to say, asal from kelantan, but dah stay kat pahang 19 years. but i dont speak like org pahang pon. huhu.. they do have certain dialect. pastu, when i go back kelantan, people say "kecek klate supo oghe sie" huhu. it means that i speak klantanese like the siamese. also means that my klantanese dialect tak pekat n not so good pon. huhu. but then, when people tanye gak, i just smile sweetly and noded. =)

2. being at home is sooo wonderful. after came back from clinic at 2, eat lunch wif mak, then we let the tv watched us sleep. hihi... then, woke up again for evening tea wif kuih2 yg besh2. at night, continue tgk tv lagi, then sleep at 10.30 wif mak. heaven2...

3. owh, im so glad i chose to do my posting in Raub. A lot of interesting cases. eg; ade elderly patient ni came in because of gouty arthritis. his big toe was swollen, red  and warm. it has been going for few months on and off. he went to see the bomoh, bomoh said dont go see dr. he only came to see dr after the bomoh said 'yes, go and see the dr, but not the dr at hospital'. huhu.. kesian pakcik tu..
then ade lagi satu kes makcik ni, she came in sbb ganglion cyst, painful la. dah two months. she said she's been taking medication which she bought dekat pasar. n it does wonder to her pain. but then, she noticed her face become more tembam. the moment she said that, me and my gp dr looked at each other. hoho. "makcik dah makan steroid!!!"

ish. byk lg.. nex time i continue ek!
=)

ive been tagged!!

                           

    8 randoms facts about myself

1. i started off my clinical school wif confidence level at peak, then posting by posting it started to went away, bit by bit. its like part of me is being ripped off by the results i got from each posting. yeah, sumtimes i were quite lifted up, yet, there are so much downs. huhu. i guess its my study. i didnt study hard enuff. huh.. im trying my best now, just left another 9 months for me to be fully prepared.

2. i love ice-cream!! when i was in primary school, i walked from school to home everyday. and there was a shop there where all the students who walked will stop and sure bought something. i never really like snacks or sweets. so, everyday i would have my ice cream. i saved my pocket money just to buy ice cream until one day there was regular dentist check up at school. my teeth was found berlubang!! hoho. then, the experienced having my teeth being tampal stopped me from eating that much of ice cream. but i still lurve ice-cream!! yummy!! owh, i hate chocolate flavoured ice-cream!

3. i am ordinary kampung girl. am proud of it! n u noe, this kampung girl will be an elegant sophisticated lady doctor one day nanti (berangan mode). (^_^)

4. i can be very mad when i meet mad people. haha. i think my housemates know this. u dont wanna see me when i am so marah. but dont know la why my housemates sumtimes laugh at me when im in marah mode. huhu..

5. i was a 'sahabat mithali' sometimes ago. hihi. it was actually when i was in standard 6, my school had minggu agama islam. then we had this contest la, ur friend must vote la who is their sahabat mithali. but back then, i dont think anybody voted anyone. and i dont know la why ustazah gave it to me. i suspected that she knew that i was always bullied at that time, well, she always saw that scene, when i couldnt say anything when people 'ejek' me or did anything to me. its not like i was really kind hearted, but i dont know how to balas balik, and that time i also afraid they might get hurt more than me. haha. now, i changed a lot la, ustazah. pantang i things dont go my way and i think i am being bullied, cepat je i react. my principle now is, nobody have the right to hurt me.

6. i never have my room being tidy more than a week. huhu...

7. i dun know when can i meet mr. amir izmail again. i wish he would be back in few weeks and we could sit by each other and eat ice-cream lagi!! yeay!! =)

8. i hate to be alone. i love to be surrounding by people that i love. eat, laugh and stick together during ups and downs.


ps; ti, i wanna change the font color, dont noe why cannot for some of them, sorry tertiru mcm mu lar, coz i just copy and delete few things. huhu

happy moment

one very happy event happened tonight. i captured it and saved it in my memory. it was simple, yet just perfect. five of us, downstairs laughing. nothing in this world could stop us laughing just now. all the stresses went away for that short moment. i'll make sure its gonna last forever... =)
wan, nina, wanno, afzan, stop laughing at me, k! (the first time i went blurr, that's what they said. huhu...)

ps; my love,
     love u so much!!
     enjoy ur paeds posting! =)

love,
nanaIn

my Adik

i have only one little sister n 2 little brothers.
my little baby sister.. now she's 14. she's pretty, tau!
adik was born when i was 9. she was the sister that i always dream off. coz, when at school, my friend has a younger sister, and they were very close. so i always tell mak n ayah to give me a younger sister too.. i dont mind not being the youngest girl. i just want a bestfriend, ie; adik perempuan.
so, mak n ayah let me have my adik, n i told them to name her Sajidah too..
n we call her MaMa. coz people call me NaNa. haha. its like i want her to be my twin. when my sister started to walk, i always bring her jalan2 to kedai and even when i went to play with my friends. i am always proud of her, everywhere she goes people will say how comel she is and there are makcik who called her 'comel' n she's manja too.. she knows how to attract people attention and good at layan-ing makcik2 tu.
but, as she grows up she started to rebut my place at ayah's lap.
n i started to be jealous. there was like a rival between us to get ayah. =(
but it wasn't teruk sangat pun, coz i always love her. n we share la.. and anywhere we go, people will say we are cikgu zaimi's most manja girls!hehe..

why am talking about my adik? coz im missing her.. i feel like hugging her and tell her how much i love her, and that i will always be by her side. i know this few years since ayah pass away, she is not the manja girl she used to be. her heart is hardened, n closed. i really don't know what's going on in her my mind.. she was so young when we lost our ayah, n i know she felt the same as i am, but whe wont be able to accept it like i am, but i pray that she will always be strong. happy and she will realized that we love her as much as ayah loves her.
love u, adik...